Day 94

I've had a few days of being really uncomfortable lately, but today wasn't awful. We managed to go pick up supplies for crockpot meals and thanksgiving dinner today, and tomorrow I have my next to last doctor appointment before the induction... If he stays in there that long. Part of me thinks he's coming before the 23rd... But I thought Cale would come early, too, and he wasn't even ready when he was evicted, so I'm not even placing a bet on this one. Haha. 

I've been working on Christmas presents, trying to get as much done as I can before Gray arrives, because honestly, he's more important than Christmas gifts. I know I'll want to be holding him instead of working. :) I mean, they're only little once. 

As far as big brother goes, he's sleeping in his big boy bed like a champ with the tiny exception of trying to get up at 4am a couple nights. This time change has really messed with him, but I think we are finally getting him back on schedule. 

P.S. Nana doesn't think Gray is staying in there much longer, so I guess we will see if she's right. 

I miss you so much, and I know you're worried sick, but I'm ok. Nana is here, and Cale has asked me a thousand times today if I'm ok. Taylor is on standby, and so is Poppy. All is well. Try not to worry. God has never let us down before, and I can't imagine he'd start now. 

I love you, soldier. Get your butt home. 

Muah. 

Day 90

Laying here tonight, trying to wrap my brain around the fact that we will be a family of 4 very, very soon. Part of me is terrified that Cale will never really understand how things were before Gray was born, you know, when he was the only one, but he seems so excited, so maybe I shouldn't worry. 

Regardless, in honor of our last few days of it being just us... 

We hope you love our little surprise... Hurry home, Gaga. Muah. 

Day 86

Poor baby. :(

He doesn't feel well. Tonight he even got choked on all that stuff in his throat and threw up. I hate it. I hate that I can't fix him, and I really hate that he got my allergies. :(

On the plus side, he's awfully cuddly. I do love the cuddles. 

Day 84

Halloween was a hit. Cale loved telling people he was a T-Rex, and got to stand on a fire truck. He told everyone thank you, even though we couldn't get him to say 'trick or treat.' Instead, he opted for the simpler 'can I have candy, please?'

At least he was polite. Haha

We had fun. :)

Tonight, Cale decided he wanted to talk to Gray. Well, let me just tell you, that was about the cutest thing I've ever seen...

He talked to Gray through my belly button (while he was poking it), and told him he can't wait to meet him. Melt my heart. I know they won't always like each other, but I sure hope they love each other. 

Talk to you tomorrow. Love you. Muah.