Day 115

So run #2 went well today... Better than I anticipated, actually. I increased my distance and pace, and I didn't puke my guts up afterward, so I'll count that as a win. :) I'm not breaking any records, but at least it feels good to be out and moving. There's a trail through the woods in the middle of the subdivision that is really beautiful... I think you'll like it.

I miss you. Sometimes, like when I wake up in the middle of the night, I forget for a second that you aren't here. I woke up the other morning and could have sworn that you were awake and getting ready for PT. You were talking to me, telling me that you loved me and you'd be back soon. By the time I realized that you weren't really here, I was so upset that I just got out of bed. The times like those, when my brain tricks my heart into thinking you are here, are the hardest.

I know it's not much longer now... Just another couple weeks, but it's still not easy. Be careful. I love you to the moon and back again. Goodnight.