Destination: deployment #4

I can't believe we are back here again. It seems like yesterday that I was watching you pack to head to Afghanistan the first time, and the second, and now this. I can't help but be emotional, I mean, I'm almost 6 months pregnant. Emotion is all I do right now. 

When you asked me last night if I was going to blog this one, I didn't know what to say because I hadn't thought about it, but I guess I owe it to the boys so they can look back on this and see what an emotional basket case Mommy really was through this one. Tighten your seatbelts, boys, this could be a crazy ride... 

Right now, you are mowing the back yard, Cale is asleep on my arm and Gray is having a dance party in my belly. I think Gray will be the wild child. I can't remember Cale ever being this active. I still need to figure out how to ease this transition for Cale. He's so attached to you right now, that no part of this will be easy for any of us. I guess I'll just keep a freezer full of Popsicles, and pray they help.