Day 58

Another day down, baby.... One day closer to having you in my arms. One day closer to seeing your face.

I miss you more than I can ever explain. Sometimes in the evenings, I think about the things we would have done today, or the conversations we would have had if you were here. Would it have been a good day, or a tough one?

Tonight we had good Internet service. I can't remember the last time I could actually see you talking to me, instead of a still picture once every 30 seconds or so. I'm not complaining... I'll take still shots if that's all I can have, but it's nice to see you actually moving around and smiling.

The kiddos and I are headed to bed. I'm not sure I'll ever get used to you not being here to kiss me goodnight, and bedtime is the hardest for me. I try to go quick and not think too much about it, but I usually end up lying awake for a while.

I love you to the moon and back. Sleep safe, and I'll be thinking of you. All my love, goodnight.