Day 21

Today has been awful. Cried 3/4 of the day after I missed your messages this morning. It's one thing if I know I'm not going to be able to talk to you, it's completely another if I know it's my fault. I don't know if I slept through my alarm or if I forgot to set it. I can't remember.

I've been so out of it today that it took me 10 minutes to figure out how to make the tv work.

I'm sure you're just as worried about me as I am about you, and I'm sorry. Even if I have have people from home give me wake up calls, I swear I'll never miss talking to you again. I promise.

You are my world. I love you so much and I hope I get to talk to you soon. Kisses.