Day 47

I can't eat that much. I can't do it. There is no way that I can eat a healthy 1200 net calories a day. If I throw in a piece of cheesecake? Yes. But I really don't think that will help me accomplish my booty goals. It's frustrating. So I am refusing to stress about it. I'll do the best I can, work out, and I'm sure it will be fine.

Anyway. I miss you. It's been a good day... But I always look forward to hearing your voice before bed. It's the best part of the day for me. I'm excited to get you home and I can't wait to be back in your arms. It seems like I find something new every day that I miss about you.... Today I miss the way that you let the pups cuddle all over you. I think they miss that, too.

Please be safe, and if you ever need a hug, just put your right hand on your left shoulder and your left hand on your right, and squeeze. I promise that I'll be thinking of you right at that moment. I'm always with you.

I love you so much, baby. You are my hero. Goodnight, my love.